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Find it out with the help of the Tarot cards.

First Card [Three of Wands in reverse] –

Work and creativity did not generate satisfying fruits – has someone offered his help while having in mind an unconfessed motive? You are not happy with the result of your work, namely your success as scholar. The person you thought was helping you, in fact, has been keeping you in a precarious status which has forced you to accept badly paid jobs which were/are unrelated to your line of study.

Second Card [Page of Wands in reverse] –

Inexperience and indecision are what stop you from advancing in those fields. You are reluctant to take the next step. Is your heart broken or are you breaking someone else’s heart? You are now still insecure about your abilities, still struggling with life and work, still not sure of which direction to take in what field. The relationships with your relatives have created so many disappointments and suffering and guilt that only now, after so many years, you are resolving those issues. You moved to other lands and you experienced valuable time, but a sense of guilty at each achievement brought you back down. In this way, you developed this feeling that the positive things in your life had nothing to do with your abilities and skills, they were not your merit; consequently, you never become confident and sure. You always lived on unstable ground. Your joy was tarnished by the envy and jealousy of your original family or by an inability to respond to their request of love. You were tormented by the question: Why have I not the right to be happy, even if others are not so happy at that moment? Only much later you understood your right to pursue your dream or to follow your way and to leave out those who were a hindrance to it.

Third Card [Queen of Coins in reverse] –

This will probably keep you in an excessive attachment to money – real wealth has a different flavour. Fear of poverty. The above-described condition has generated an obsession for money in the sense of an attachment to your little earning as you found yourself several times in debts to feed the illusion that you had more, that you were not such a failure in life. You suffered for years because your degree did not open the doors to a successful career. The context was too obscure to you, you moved amongst enemies: who really needs you? Nevertheless, you saw other people making it in this field, they had something you did not: courage, perseverance, the right support. Meanwhile, you created a family and this family is your diamond, your crown jewel although it took most of your mental energy away from the intention to dedicate your life to researching.

The Positive –

Thanks to the way things developed in your life, you gained practical knowledge and were able to survive honourably. You acquired the skills to survive well although not entirely in line with what would have been the initial idea. You also became a loyal person, someone on which the people you love can rely, an entrusted friend to your relationships. You are moving toward increased prosperity and well-being. The security you are building is the witness that you can turn your misfortune into a lever for success. Be proud of yourself!